shut your mouth, and listen closely.
Breakfast: orange juice and a banana
Lunch: a big salad, three boneless ribs, and a cheese stick
Snack: 1 had boiled egg and two Lindt Lindor extra dark chocolate truffles (I got stressed at work)
Dinner: Another Salad and a lean cuisine ravioli dish.
I went to the grocery store after work and got lots of healthy foods and now I’m on my bicycle again (for the second night in a row!) watching “You” on Netflix.
Here is to another good day!
Today I did an incredible job of eating healthy and not binging.
For breakfast: orange juice and a banana
For lunch: shredded chicken with green peppers and salsa, a salad, hummus and carrots
Snack: string cheese
Dinner: veggie quesadilla, (treated myself to) chips and leftover queso.
Now I’m riding my bike on the trainer and watching a documentary.
I hope tomorrow is just as good 👍
I promise you I will be a skinny bitch in 7 months when we land in California ☀️
Today I did an incredible job of eating healthy and not binging.
For breakfast: orange juice and a banana
For lunch: shredded chicken with green peppers and salsa, a salad, hummus and carrots
Snack: string cheese
Dinner: veggie quesadilla, (treated myself to) chips and leftover queso.
Now I’m riding my bike on the trainer and watching a documentary.
I hope tomorrow is just as good 👍
I just booked me and Presley a flight to San Diego and requested to book this really cute studio near the beach on Airbnb.
1) I can’t wait to be warm and free of responsibility
2) I can’t wait for Presley to experience the ocean
3) I can’t wait to be away from Hutchinson for a few days.
4) It will be the perfect buffer between the Summer semester and the Fall semester.
5) This is exactly what I need to keep me on the right track with my fitness goals and healthy eating habits
It’s midnight and I just woke up so nauseous, tomorrow would be the absolute worst day to have to call in sick because Mary is going to be gone all day for a funeral. Hopefully it passes by morning.
Damn it.
Today I hung out with my family a little bit and it healed me. I also got to watch a lot of MTV which is my guilty pleasure. Let’s hope the work week goes smoothly this week.
Presley has to come to work with me tomorrow because he threw up today. Hopefully he won’t throw up tomorrow so he can go to daycare the next day.
I have worked out 4 of 6 days so far this year and that feels good. Even though I’ve been down recently, I am feeling ambitious. While I’ve still been eating kinda crappy, the exercise is at least helping with clarity and making my day feel more productive. Hopefully soon I’ll stop eating junk on a regular basis.
Also would like to mention that I’ve been reading a chapter every night. Back in the day I used to try and read for 30 minutes but a chapter is much more attainable and in some books, it could take 30 minutes. Just feels good to be doing good.
it’s safe to assume that at any given moment i want to go back to bed
(via eyes-like-caskets)
Today I hung out with my family a little bit and it healed me. I also got to watch a lot of MTV which is my guilty pleasure. Let’s hope the work week goes smoothly this week.
Presley has to come to work with me tomorrow because he threw up today. Hopefully he won’t throw up tomorrow so he can go to daycare the next day.
I have worked out 4 of 6 days so far this year and that feels good. Even though I’ve been down recently, I am feeling ambitious. While I’ve still been eating kinda crappy, the exercise is at least helping with clarity and making my day feel more productive. Hopefully soon I’ll stop eating junk on a regular basis.
I don’t want to kill myself. But I want to stop feeling like this. I don’t feel like this all the time, but when it comes on it really hangs on. I feel this, whatever it is, so intensely. Useless. Worthless. Fat. Ugly. Unloveable.
Over and over and over and over again. My heart races, I have no one I want to talk to, and I’m fucking exhausted.
I think people forget that I’m the only one without a boyfriend in the group. When I’m not hanging out with people I am alone. Everyone else gets to go home and be with their boyfriends. I go home and put my son to bed at 7:30, 8:00 if I’m lucky. Then I’m alone.
I’m literally always alone.
And the problem is that when I feel like a burden to my friends there’s no one else to lean on because I’m totally fucking alone.
